I Found A Demon In My Safest Haven.

i miss this thing a little bit. but just a little. tumblr is down so heres pretty much the only place to write. things just dont seem right lately. like everything is my fault? i dont really know how to explain the feeling but its pretty much like im always doing something wrong. and you have me under a microscope. Its okay when you have a boyfriend but when i have one its not? alright. i see how this game we play goes. OH AND MOM. fuckyou. maybe you're the reason i dont want to wake up everyday, but i might get yelled at for that too. and you? one of my best friends. how about you sit down and listen for once. Instead of talking about how amazing your life is. You should try listening to how all your other friends are feeling. Cause lately, we're feeling like shit. nice of you to notice.

Oh how i've missed you. I am sorry i forgot about you. tumblr can be overwhelming sometimes. ANYWAY, today me and hallie made brownies for john o'callaghan's birthday. We are so cool..hahah. well, i dont really feel like writing today. so goooodbye for now.

P.S. Happy Birthday John Cornelius O'Callahan V

edit: I feel like hes still upset with me. I wish i had a rewind button

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oh hey, tumblr. its nice to meet you. my name is stephanie.

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LOVELIFE.~

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http://www.paramore.net/video/careful-5/

fuck.yes.

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