today was one of my better days. i had 2 quizzes today but they were pretty easy. jam made a mistake on my test and said i "changed it" because he wouldn't make a mistake like that. like really? he was probably smoking pot when he was grading it. he always makes mistakes on my tests like really? alright, i cant fight with this fucking man anymore. like he needs to realize i would be too scared to change my grade haha cause i would feel like somebody would find out...imma freak. anyways after school me dan dom sean and lauren went to hoyt farm. at first dan got really mad cause he thought i was mad at him and thats another story for another time. after that everything was okay. we went to doms house and we went to the park there and hung out. then we went back to doms aha and just sat on the swing. we talked about the future and the past. it was really nice. i don't think we ever did that before.  just sat there and talked. maybe we have but who knows, i have a horrible memory. well we left at like 9:00 and now laurens sleeping over mah house :) LOVE HER! well tomorrow i have a dentist appointment, a sweet 16 and i have to go to my sisters college and help her pack up all her shit cause she has to be out of college or they will charge her a $100 dollar fine. how stupid ik. i swear they will try and get every cent from you any way they can. then maybe i will ask my mom if everyone can come over for a bonfire. i have had  one and that was marissa and brittany. i secretly miss them but i dont want to. i sometimes wish i can go back in time and see everything happen so i could have stopped the downfall of us all.  i just don't want my mom to be annoying cause i know when i have "guys over" she "hovers". whatevessss im not gonna sweat the small stuff anymore...or at least try not to.me and lauren are gonna go watch "romeo and juliet"! goodnight to all<3 iloveyou.

"i am finding out that maybe i was wrong,that ive fallen down, and i cant do this alone. stay with me this is what i need please. sing us a song. and well sing it back to you. we could sing on our own but what would it be without you..woah."

-paramore<333