Today was the probs the worst day thats going to come all week. i woke up felt like shit. went to school, of course your mad at me or "upset" with me. get home best friend comes over. helps a little. go to tropical smoothie and "study". got home, moms pissed and she wants my phone and is taking my computer away. 2 things i need to get threw this hell i like to call my life. every day fucking sucks. excuse my language but really? like i dont think i can fail any worse at school. my friends suck and my mom hates me. my other best friend is depressed and if she died i really dont know what i would do. shes the reason im alive today. she helps me through practically everything. and now its my turn to be there for her. it might take a while but im willing to fight everybattle and share every victory with her, by her side. thats what best friends are for right? well before my mom kills me i should go. goodnight..?

"gooo. break me down.. bury me, bury me.. i am finished with you...."

-30 seconds to mars<3