Yesterday was so much fun. i think i needed that. even if it was just to get away for a few hours. i am hoping that my mom and dad go through with letting me go away with a friend for like a week. i need a vacation. i dont really like vacations but i need to get away from commack. i would miss you though. well the concert yesterday was so much fun. i found a few songs i never heard before that i liked. after the show it was like 12:30 before i could go to sleep. we got back at like 11:00. well today, i dont know what im doing. i think im just going to hang out home. i cant wait for hallie to get home. I MISS THAT BITCH haha. well ive learned the hard way that you cant trust anyone with anything because you never know what will happen between you 2 in the future. im not sure what to do because its not like i want to loose you but ive tried. i know i can be a bitch believe me i know. but everyone can. everyone has bad days, hard times, but a good friend stays beside you until those bad days into fun memories. i know i have changing to do but i think we all do. i probably lost all of you already and i most likely cant make up for it. but if i didnt but you dont want to be friends. please just tell me ii dont want to sit here thinking if you want to or not. and why do you seem like you like someone else. maybe im just being stupid as usual and overreacting but i hope its not true. its not the same as like a week ago. but maybe its just me. well ive learned alot in the past week that will hopefully help me out in the future. alright well i should go do all of those "chores" my mom is making me do! :/bye.
p.s LOVE DRUNK BY BOYS LIKE GIRLS IS ONE OF THE BEST SONGS...kbye.
"i used to be love drunk and now im hung over, i love you forever, forever is over..."
- Boys Like Girls<3!
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