im sorry.im sorry i get bitchy,unfair,annoying,stubborn,and all the other things i do that bother you. but that's me. i try and stop but i cant. i hope theres good things that you like but i dont think there is. anyways, i usually don't write blogs about you. once in a while. well me and hallie just got out of the pool and we talked...alot. she talked about how much she trust's chris and how she doesn't want to give up on someone she wants so bad. instantly when she said that i thought of you. even when we do fight. it will tear us apart but when its over it only brings us closer. i know sometimes it seems like i cant stand you but thats not true. i swear i love you. even when we dont say it and were fighting like 2 year olds. i still love you. when you tell me im being unfair and annoying. i still love you. there is some attraction to the giraffe you bought me. i sleep with it every night. is that sad? i dont know why but i cant fall asleep without it. and my other dog i had since i was 6. anyways, i cant stand the feeling of loosing you. forever. you being gone just doesn't seem right. i know you probably dont have the same feelings but maybe theres a one in a million chance that you do? well i dont want to get my hopes up but who knows? i know were diffrent in plenty of ways. you do things that bother me too. like sometimes you force me into things that i dont want to do. but sometimes in the end im glad i did it. anyways, i hope theres one thing i know for sure we have in common. we love eachother. well i should go hang out with hallie now. i love you and i always will. thank you for being there for me no matter what. "When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,Until you come and sit awhile with me..."
-josh groban?! <3>
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