today was an alright day. gurwin from 10-12. pretty easy day. then hallie came back here and we watched 17 again and twilight. zac effron looks really good in aviators. haha after that, she left and then we went to the beach with dan, tom, her and i. it was fun not including the bugs, and what you told me. dont get me wrong i miss you too but i think you miss me differently then in the way i miss you. i know that you dont ever want to get back together and i respect that. but im not sher how im supposed to feel. well, i guess i should just forget about it because its not like anything is ever going to happen between us. like you said its the best thing for both of us. well tomorrow is another day to think about this. i also have gurwin again and im going back to hallies after. then, maybe the beach with kristina and devin. idk maybe just hangout with kristina. i guess we will see what tomorrow brings. night.

p.s it would be great if "i miss you" by the acceptance would stop coming up on shuffle.

"My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah "

- The Notebook<3!