whattheeff. why am i not writing anymore. i used to have to write every  5 seconds and now im writing like every other day. i guess ive been busy. well yesterday i hung out with lauren and my mom and her mom. we wached a movie called the secret life of bees. it was somewhat depressing but good. it made me think about how good i have it. today, i had a garage sale with lauren and my mom. i made $73. so i have $209 together. i have to save $100 for my hair and the rest i can use on clothes. i need new ones DESPERATLEY. after the garage sale we went to kristens. alla us except kristina, matt and jake. it was fun. me and him talked for most of the time. i guess were just better off as friends but i just have to keep telling myself that or i will just fall head over heels again. even though there is someone else i still like. i did just meet him so i have to think about it. but time will tell.  tomorrow, me and hallie are prolly going to go to the mall. that should be very funn! alrighty..bye.