yesterday was a good day. i had matt, dan, dom, tom, sean and kristen over. it might have seemed like i didnt want them over but that wasnt the case. i guess yesterday was one of those days i just wanted to sit by myself all day and think. i wish my 2 best friends could have been there but they weren't. its okay. me and dan talked alot. about mostly life itself. i would say it was a good conversation. im so over him though. i have moved on with my life and i decided i cant wait around forever, for something that i will never have. im glad i got over him so fast though. here and there of course i will miss him but thats the way of life right? anyways, today was a chill day. i woke up and found myself sleeping on the floor of my den. haha i forgot i slept downstairs last night. i cleaned around the house a little bit and then played guitar for the rest of the day. i want to learn into your arms by the maine and daughters by john mayer. then i will be set for a looonngg time haha. i dont really have much to say today except im glad i woke up today. i was thinking about everyone who has passed away this year and i should be happy im alive. like nickelback says, "each day is a gift and not a given right." so truee. i think im going to start enjoying life while i can. even if it means staying home sometimes and just enjoying alone time. ive been thinking about deleting the blogs about him. like the ones that are only about him. but im not sher yet. anyways, i should go, bye! (:

"She said "you're just a let down,Another one of my mistakes,I never loved you anyway,I never did and I never will..."She said "you're just a let down,All your friends,They feel the same,I never loved you anyway,I never did and I never will""

-This Providence!