Maybe We'll Find Better Days..?

Currently Listening: Better Days- The Goo Goo Dolls!

faith

  [feyth]-Noun: loyalty or allegiance to a cause or a person

this weekend was so good! saturday, i went to laurens and we hung-out then we were on our way to Michael's, but we decided to stop by my house. i walked in and saw kristina, sean, hallie and my mom. they're were decorations up and i was like "WHY ARE THERE PEOPLE IN MY HOUSE.." even thought nobody knew we were on our way, it was the nicest thing ever. the last surprise party i had was good to but im not friends with most of those people anymore. of course i wish i was but thats a different story, for a different time. sunday, i went to my family party and that was so much fun. although, me and my cousin were upstairs most of the time it was fun. we actually studied the enlightenment together...LMAO. we would...anyways, now im supposed to be in school but i stayed up till 3 last night because i couldn't sleep. my mom and dad left for work so its up to my sister to drive me to school in time for my global test. never leave anything up to her. haha i love her but shes still sleeping at its 9:45 i have to be in school by 10:30...thats not going to happen. OH WELL. better for me. TOMORROWS MY BIRTHDAY! pretty stoked? you can say that. ever since i turned 13 my birthdays have just ben bbbllleeehh. like sometimes i dont even want them to come? its weird. alright, im rambling so im going to go, but before i do... i have a question. what is your problem? you can be nice without being flirty. dont fucking flirt with me and tease me like that, then not talk to me all weekend. i will be shocked if you actually said happy birthday to me tomorrow. alright now im done. BYE!

"i wanted a perfect ending, now i've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best f it, without knowing what's going to happen next."