yesterday was good. dan, dom, tom, matt, jake, ryan, sean, kristen, hallie, lauren and i went to laurens house. pretty fun times. it just sucked kristina couldnt be there. she might not know it but i did care she wasnt there. i was the one talking to her last night. i could have ignored her like almost everyone else did. i could have ignored the fact that she wasnt there. but i didnt. because i did care that she wasnt there. but it wasnt my fault. i mean i guess somewhat it was because i didnt tell her what my mom said. i mean she said she couldnt anyways because she had work today but i still should have told her. i mean i know exactly how it feels to be left out when everyones there. it happend to me at kristens! all of the girls were at her house but me? so i know what she means. anyways, other then that it was good to know how YOU felt. i mean i thought i would never find out but im glad i do know. i hope this works out though. anyways, today im with hallie and hopefully lauren and kristina soon. then we all might go to ralphs tonight but im not sher whats going on with that. and this time NONE of the girls are going to be left out. this i have to make sher of. byee! (:

p.s i learned not to tell people how your feeling all the time.

"You said this could only get better.There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.You said this would last forever,But now i doubt if i was your only lover."

-Escape The Fate!