Sleep Easy

Currently Listening: Bellas Lullaby- Edward Cullen

Today was an alright day. afterschool me lauren and kristen jogged around hallies block. when they went ahead i thought i should give my running budy a visit (: i went to her house and we ran back to the school together. when we met up with kristen and lauren we walked to hallies house. well me and hallie jogged again! i kinda feel good even though im sore. i hope this diet thing im doing works though hhaa. i dont have that much homework, just quizzes and tests. whateves. lets hope i do good. tomorrow is HIS birthday. i dont really want to say who. i miss him so much. and when my mom says she doesnt think i can go to the cemetry with her and teetee? that gets me mad. im going. eventhough i hate missing school. i will. as much as i miss you, i know she misses you most. shes so alone without you. i dont want to ask how you both were together when you were younger because i dont want her to cry. i hate when she crys. when shes sad for some reason im sad. and i hate how some people dont talk to her. she lives alone and has nobody but my mom, dad, sister and me. i know she has said hurtful things and yes she can be super annoying but think of all the good she has done for you. when shes gone you will miss her and feel like a asshole. so put the childish play aside and start cherishing every moment you have with her. she can be gone any second now. RIP. tomorrow will not be a good day.

P.S the leaves are starting to change colors and fall from the trees <3

"death is peaceful, easy...life is harder."

-twilightt.