maybe im too young to know what's real.

Currently Listening: Vulnerable- Secondhand Serenade

today was not too bad. after school, i went to the library and then chemistry extra help..i kinda hate it. mrs. stiso is nice to me at extra help but kinda a bitch in class. whatever. she puts on this tough act for everyone but shes not fooling me. she did say i should be doing better and she knows im trying which is a good thing. then we met up with dan and lauren and chilled. why do i feel like he still has feelings for her? im hanging around kristina too much. she makes me thinkk. hahaha. sometimes i feel like, i like him more then he likes me. maybe its too soon. idfk! im looking foward to thursday- friday! midnight showing of twilight then friday after school, outlets with lauren, kristen, sean, hallie, kristina, dan, mike, dom, tom, ralph, jake & matt hopefullyyy. well i have alot of studying and homework. byeeee.

"It's a tear in the dark, All alone in the car, In pieces, in pieces, It's the sound of mistake, As I lie here awake,Sleepless, sleepless,This is the sound that made

When a heart breaks.."

- Dave Barnes

edit: i hate the feeling where i know something is wrong, but i cant figure out what it is...that happens alot with me.

edit: i think i know why now.