What Can I Say, Im Only Human.

Currently Listening: Dreams- A Letter To You

Today, i am not sad. i have no reason to be. in chorus today we talked about being thankful for things. so many different ideas were running through my head at that moment. i have my health, i have a roof over my head, i have parents that love me, and i have friends that i can trust. i have nothing to be sad over. in life, i have learned that you cant sweat the small stuff. when a time in your life gets tough, we have to remember all the good things we have it, and how someone out there has it 10x worse than us. someone has been on my mind recently. but i guess, its better to let go of something instead of waiting around forever for it to change. i cant change him and i dont think anyone else can either. i hate to say this but it hurts me to see what he has become. i miss the old kid i knew so well. i knew when he was sad and he wasn't afraid to talk about it with me. i miss when he would tell me hes here for me and that everything will be okay. i miss hanging out with him every weekend, and talking to him about absolutely nothing. i know people change, and thats apart of growing up, but change isin't always a good thing. i think i have learned that from past experience. its okay that its over between us, i was going to talk to him about the same thing. although i feel used, it doesnt matter now. its in the past and i wont let it happen again. and this time i mean it. never again will i put myself through the hurt..sometimes, i want to go back and change things. i hate regrets, but what can i say, im only human.

"And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.”

~Revelation 21:4 ♥

Secret #19: i like wearing warm hats in the winter and standing outside in the snow.