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Currently Listening: Let It Roll- All Time Low

Today was such a stressful day. massive amounts of work in school and for homework. i feel like i forgot everything over break. i also hate when people stare at me from across the room but refuse to say hi. i mean, why not just say hi. its more awkward staring, then saying hi. we were such good friends. we used to tell eachother everything, and now nothing. you dont even say hi. whatever. im going to start being the bigger person and start to talk. i dont care if you think im retarted for saying hi. im happy to know im the bigger person, trying to talk. i dont even understand why it would be weird saying hi. i really miss the nice talks we used to have too. i didnt even have to watch what i said, because i know you wouldnt tell a soul. and somehow i think you still wont say anything. can we talk like that again and just be friends? im so over getting you back, all i want is to be friends. and about my friend being depressed. yeah. im not sure what to say to this. i wanted to be your friend. i really did. i dont hate you. i dont cringe when you talk. i just dont want to be the only one trying. it takes 2 to hold a friendship. anyways, i hope everything is okay..i mean i know exactly what your going through. and im pretty sure everyone else has gone through it too.

p.s i lie when i say i hate you, i lie when i say im okay, i lie when i say i dont miss you.

"Go, take a chance and be strong,Or you could spend your whole life holding on,Don’t look back just go,Take a breath, move along,Or you could spend your whole life holding on"

- Boys Like Girls