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^ inspiration.

Currently Listening: Ill Run- The Cab

damn. what a rough day, but a good day. the beginning of the day i just wanted to hide in the bathroom. everything went wrong i dont even know where to begin. until math extra help? the last place i thought would somewhat make me feel better. i guess its a relif to know mr. tunick doesnt actually hate me and he knows im sort of trying. afterschool, lauren came over and we did some of our homework. then we went to ihop and target with my mom. came home took and shower and did homework. i just finished straightning my hair. i wish i could just come out of the shower and my hair will be straight. i guess a girl can only dream hahaha. i dont really know what to do. random hellos keep me wondering. and no hellos at all keep me wondering too. except good thing its with 2 different people. and the third one...i just dont know. its a weird situation. i have so much do this week that i actually cant believe im not doing it right now. okay maybe ill go start...bye.

p.s finally bought dear john <3

"When his eyes met mine, I felt something click, like a key turning in a lock. Believe me, I'm no romantic, and while I've heard all about love at first sight, I've never believed in it, and I still don't. But even so, there was something there, something unrecognizably real, and I couldn't look away."

"As we drifted apart, I was becoming more desperate to save what we once had shared; like a vicious circle, however, my desperation made us drift apart even further."

- Nicholas Sparks!