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^ lovelovelovelove.

Currently Listening: Painting Flowers- All Time Low

for the most part today was a good day. woke up and dissapointed to see no text messages from you. im not sure why i actually thought one day we would be together. i got dressed and read 14 chapters in dear john. i was on my last chapter when kristina called to tell me she was on her way. went to go see dear john at 7 with hallie and kristina. i couldnt stop thinking about you. it was an amazing movie. i honestly would go see it again right now. i texted him when the movie was over but still nothing. mad? never. dissapointed? yes. tomorrow, i think i might see lauren if shes home. if not, ill probably study for something. anything. id do anything to get both of you out of my head. weird thing is im not sure why my mom is in a bad mood all the time. i think someone needs to show her that life is to short to be upset over nothing. i hope we videochat later? ive learned to never get my hopes up. goodnight.

p.s i want to read every nicholas sparks book out there.

"I finally understood what true love meant...love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be."

- Dear John- Nicholas Sparks