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Currently Listening: Another Song About The Weekend- ADTR

today was just a blah day. i didnt do anything. i woke up, did my hair, read for 9,000 hours, and went to target. that was my day. its amazing how much i think about you in one day. and im sick of it. i want you out of my head. i want to stop thinking about how you and your family are doing. i want to stop thinking if i should text you or not. i want out. but we all know..thats never gonna happen. ever. i met someone else thats really nice, but i need to stop comparing him to you. its not good. i do that with every guy. maybe thats why im not getting anywhere. well i dont want to go to school at all tomorrow. 1. i have to see you and 2. i hate school. im going to go read more..bye.

p.s. i love you, bestfriend.

"They keep playing sad songs on the radio,And I feel like I'm so alone,On this 15 hour drive,And all the while I tell myself to just believe,Cause nobody can give so much,And never get anything,(never get anything),Everyone I used to know,says they don't know what i've become,But I'm still the same,Not much has changed,I still know where I came from,I fell asleep with the lights on,And I can see that you're the first one in a long time.,That had some faith in me"

-ADTR.