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^ hopefully my time will come soon.

Currently Listening: I Want Something To Live For- The Rocket Summer

i have this empty feeling. i dont know what it is. and everytime something bad happens, all i want to do is text you and tell you how i feel. because i know you would listen to me. well, i shouldnt think this anymore. because i know you wouldnt care. and im starting to get the feeling you never did. you will talk about every one of my friends to everyone else. but my name remains unmentioned. and im trying to figure out if that is a bad or good thing. i just want to know what made you change. and why. i dont know why i still have these feelings. and they come back at the worst times..i think im starting to like someone else. but its too soon to tell. and try not to take all of your anger out on me. like thats ever gonna happen. you dont know how my day went at school..maybe because you dont bother to ask..ever. so instead of yelling at me and telling me im an idiot and im not as smart as i think, try to shut the fuck up. i should be doing my homework because i actually have so much to do, but all i want to do is sleep. there is something wrong with me.

p.s. i love you.

"i cant wait to figure out what's wrong with me, so i can say this is the way that i used to be."