AWKWARD. so about me running into you everywhere? like really? and even if you want  to say hi or not dont be so...awkward about it. lolol. at least i saw you...im so not a creeper. well anyways, i went to my tutor and it went really well. i might just pass. im not too sure about my math regents though. i want to prove to my parents that i can do it. i dont remember the last time they said, that i could do well with or on something. im still nervous. tomorrow should be just as good if not better. as for friday also. i think that my friends ignoring me is a sign or something. maybe its telling me something that i should fix. who knows. maybe that wont be so bad. i guess that would give me time to think. but i dont know what i would do without my bbyscks.! well i should go study more. wish me luck for tomorrow..

p.s i miss you terribly.

"And I don't want the world to see me 

Cause I don't think that they'd understand 
When everything's made to be broken 
I just want you to know who I am"

"Yeah you bleed just to know your alive"

-Goo Goo Dolls