i really wish people would stop saying this. i mean i know there trying to make me feel better but i dont want to be lied to cause that hurts just as much as the truth sometimes does. Today was a good day. i took my global final today and it wasnt so bad. i don't think i got in the 90's though. oh well. after, we waited outside for laurens mom. you and her were talking and it was so awkward for me. whatever my friends helped me get over that. i guess ive learned my lesson for the future since i cant go back in the past. anyways, it was funny how awkward it was when i talked to you. i guess it was because all my friends were like staring you down. we're all convinced you were high lololol. then we went to king kullen to buy a shitload of food with laurens mom. "never said 5 hungry girls into a supermarket with $20" haha good times. but im starting to believe my friends really want to just leave me by myself for a while. not all of them, just some. maybe there really are getting sick of me. even my guy friends. well im sorry if i did anything to bother you. im just trying to find a reason why. well im glad i have at least ONE final over with. tomorrow is biology and not gonna lie, im pretty fucking nervous. i mean yeah ive studied ALOT for this stupid regents but i never feel fully prepared.well i should get going on cleaning my room. i have to be at my tutor in like 15 minutes. well wish me luck for tomorrow. ppeayyyceee.
"I've fought it for a long time now, while drowning in a river of denial,I washed up, fixed up, picked up all"
-Nevershoutnever!
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