i cant do this. every time i put my ipod on shuffle another song comes on that reminds me of you. i don't know why i feel like this. i thought i made the right decision. i guess i was wrong. i thought i have moved on, i thought i met someone else. i guess i was wrong. i guess i've made another stupid mistake. maybe this will go away this weekend. hopefully it will because i know you most likely don't feel the same way. well i have to make up my mind sooner or later but for right now im glad i have my music to decide. but i hope neither of you read this...TOMORROWS FRIDAY! anyways,  i have a lot of mixed emotions today so if i write another blog later...dont kill me haha. peace. 

"look after my heart, ive left it with you..."

twilight<33333