Somebody Rip My Heart Out And Leave Me Here To Bleed.

i think this is the best thing ever. this quote is the cutest thing. its basically saying they got over there differences when they started to fight and just enjoyed being there with the person. i think thats really sweet. you should enjoy the person while there there in your presence. well anyways today in school absolutely sucked. i went in late because of that fucking thunder last night and i woke up at like 7:30.COOL. then we had an hour of 2,3 and 4th period. i thought i was in there forever. we had a fire drill during chorus. so me and ralph were standing outside in the rain for 30 minutes of course my fucking hair curled and frizzed to no end but whateves. its over now. well after school we went to doms with dan lauren matt dom sean and ralph c.  it was fun. ralph and lauren really know how to make me feel better haha (: we sat in the middle of the street for like 20 minutes and when cars came we would run out of the way. it was so much fun, surprisingly haha. well it was a little awkward but you and me got over it. i cant tell if my feelings have gone away or there still somewhere in my heart. i wish i knew. oh i wish i new. things would be so much easier. why all of a sudden, ive never criend this much before. especially over a boy. one boy. i never thought that was possible. i guess it is. maybe tomorrow will be better and i will forget about you. i dont think i can ever forget about you. tomorrow me lauren kristina and joe and maybe matt darrel are supposted to hang out. that should be really fun considering almost all of my favorite people in one day (: i think i could start being happy now. i should enjoy life while i have the opportunity to live it. keep staying positive. its helping you. well i should get some sleep so i can think things over. being confused really sucks. well goodnightt till tomorrow<3 

p.s i hope you took my advice. it would help all the people around you if you stopped too. 

"And I thought it would be funny to leave you hanging in suspense,Then I'd run over to your house and I'd scale the chainlink fence,That borders your back yard and then I'd climb through your window,And I'd whisper that I love you as you fall out of your clothes,And we'd lay there in the darkness like this dream of you I had...."

-Mayday Parade<3!