i guess this is a true statement. i know i say this alot but everything really does happen for a reason. people aren't brought into your life for nothing. there there to help you to care for you to love you..something. whatever it is, there there for a reason. everyone should have someone there for them always. there should always be that one person that you can talk to and trust. i wish i could say i have that one person, but i don't know if i do. i mean i have 2 people in mind but i think there starting to get sick of my complaining. but for some reason im still in a good mood. i mean i think i am? im probably just kidding myself. i cant force myself to be happy can i? well i catch myself thinking about both of you alot. but like my quote says "a broken heart is like a broken mirror. it is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it." i think thats what ive been doing wrong. trying to fix things and make things work, but im just making myself more upset by doing that. if you want to fix things you can try but i think im done trying. im going to sit back and enjoy life as it passes me by and see what happens in time. well, my friends say you think of me more than just a friend, but i dont think so. i feel like you only talk to me when your bored. whatever. i have my tutor at 1:30-2:30 and then laurens coming over at 3 to study biology. fun shit. okay bye. 

"There's something in your eyes,Is everything al right?,You look up to the sky,You long for something more, Darlin',Give me your right hand..."

- Justin Nozuka!