i cant believe im saying this but i miss you.  every second of every day. i cant stop thinking about you. i dont mind if you dont feel the same way because i know you dont. i just want you to know i still care. i think i always will. i feel pathetic saying this because you probably have completely moved on but whatever. you most likely wont read this anyways. well lauren came over today and we washed our face 1,000 times for no reason. were weird people. she got my mind off it for a while but not for long. we picked out what were wearing tomorrow, since its our last day being freshmen. i dont want to begin a new year of high school yet. i feel like freshmen year isint over yet. there's something missing. well, im thinking about writing you something to end on good terms, but im still debating on whether or not i should. my good mood is still lasting through all of this madness. thats a good thing. well tomorrow im gonna look disgusting because lauren is making me wear this ugly checkered shirt. well, im going to go study for biology and math. goodbye freshmen year

p.s i enjoy talking to you :) somehow you know how to make me feel better<3.

"Some people hide from love,They run from it, cause they don't want it,When you got a love and it's good like it should be,Makes you never wanna give it up,Cause you know that some people fight for love,And I believe it's true cause I'd do the same for you..."

-elliot yamin!