i wish i could say i hate you but i cant. i keep trying to pick out your flaws...i soon realize i cant find any. maybe one here, one there but those things were mostly my fault. i cant help but think about you. anyway, today was good and bad. it was the last day of freshmen year. but i cant tell if i was excited or not. something was missing all day today. i found out what it was at 10:00 pm. and i did something about it. anyways, today we stayed after. i saw maddie and scott. today is his last day at CHS. i saw how upset she was and saw how scott was there to make her feel better and even laugh a little. that made me think of you. i started hysterical crying right on the late bus. pretty embarssing but i had my 3 best friends there to help me. i catch myself crying over you alot lately. me lauren and kristina went to laurens house and chilled. me and you had a good conversation ahah :) LOVE YOU! anywhosers haha, we went to friendlys and then we drove kristina home. on our way, we listened to sinarta. he is god in my world, next to the beatles. me and lauren talked when we got back to her house about alot. im glad she opened up to me. she doesn't do that alot :). i am deciding if i should give you the letter i wrote. whateves. well i guess i should go study for shit...cause theres no way in hell i will be sleeping tonight. goodnight bbyscks.
"If I had made myself become like someone else and be someone like you,Would you have let me come to be with you..."
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