im trying. i am. my parents might not see it but i am. lately i dont have any ambition to do anything. its not like i enjoy doing bad in my classes but they clearly think i would rather go out with friends than study. thats not true. some subjects just dont click in my head. well im sorry i have let you down. i wish there was someway i could make up my 6th, 7th, 8th and freshmen years of my life but i cant. im sorry i hurt you many times but like you say to me its tough love. im sorry i dont tell you alot of things but thats just because im scared of what you will say. while im apologizing, let me say im sorry to everyone. im sorry if i was a asshole and sorry if i wasn't understanding. i know some people think my ways of thinking are stupid, but thats who i am. and if you dont like it im sorry. im not going to force you to like me. cause if you dont like the type of girl i am, i cant change that. i dont like changing who i am. i wish i could sometimes but i cant. believe me, ive tried. well i should get going on with the day because i have alot to do today. shower, laurens, out with mom, tutor, global final tomorrow. fun. bye..Tuesday, June 16, 2009
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im trying. i am. my parents might not see it but i am. lately i dont have any ambition to do anything. its not like i enjoy doing bad in my classes but they clearly think i would rather go out with friends than study. thats not true. some subjects just dont click in my head. well im sorry i have let you down. i wish there was someway i could make up my 6th, 7th, 8th and freshmen years of my life but i cant. im sorry i hurt you many times but like you say to me its tough love. im sorry i dont tell you alot of things but thats just because im scared of what you will say. while im apologizing, let me say im sorry to everyone. im sorry if i was a asshole and sorry if i wasn't understanding. i know some people think my ways of thinking are stupid, but thats who i am. and if you dont like it im sorry. im not going to force you to like me. cause if you dont like the type of girl i am, i cant change that. i dont like changing who i am. i wish i could sometimes but i cant. believe me, ive tried. well i should get going on with the day because i have alot to do today. shower, laurens, out with mom, tutor, global final tomorrow. fun. bye..
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keep your head up! I feel the same way with my parents and school and telling them stuff and things of that matter....It sucks I know. And its extremely hard but remember that they love you no matter what and they will always be there for you!!! And of course if you need ANYTHING I am always a phone call away......no matter what! I wish I could say there but seeing as to you live there and I live here I have to say phone call! lol I love you and miss you cuz!!! Try and stay positive.. I know its hard sometimes...im going through that now! <3
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