lately i've been a sucker for anything acoustic. its very soothing and i guess i'm starting to like that. i'm glad sean is teaching me her song. maybe if i get the whole thing down we can actually play it together haha. well today has been alright so far. considering i didn't go to sleep till 6, i'm in a pretty good mood. i miss you though. i know i've made alot of mistakes but i still miss you. i don't know if i want to be friends or something more. i cant tell. i guess its too soon. I'm glad we both agree everything is happening to fast. i have so much other shit on my mind that i think im better off being alone for a while. school, friends, more school, REGENTS,family,the summer, and so much more. i think i need a break from everyone. not just you. i need to "spread myself out", like my mom said. i guess she does come in handy for something. well today, i plan on getting all my homework done for like the week to come. when i'm done with that i'm probably gonna read and play guitar some more. lauren is with her family today for kyle's conformation which is probably fun. i wish i saw my family more. but since my whole family are very stubborn people, nobody can get along. anyways, kristina got free jb tickets and i hate her for it! ahaha :) im glad that made her day though. that child deserves to be happy. all she does is treat people right and she gets yelled at and in trouble. i know she's been missing him lately and i guess i can understand but i think she will find someone that can make her happier. but hey, what do i know? if shes happy so am i (: well i guess i should go start my homework. maybe i wont have to go to school tomorrow?! HAHA thats a joke. schools gonna fucking suck tomorrow. fun. "I need to be bold,Need to jump in the cold water,Need to grow older with a girl like you,Finally see you are naturally,The one to make it so easy,When you show me the truth,Yeah, I'd rather be with you,Say you want the same thing too.."
-Joshua Radin!
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