Heres To The Fast Times..

this picture to me says 1000 words. heres to all the fast times. i wish i could go back in time and stop wherever i wanted. so, i could fix all of the mistakes i regret to this day. i know i shouldn't "live with regrets" but sometimes thats a good thing isint it? so you learn from your mistakes. i guess there two different things. well today was one of the worst days. today my best friend and her boyfriend broke up . i seriously thought they would be together forever. they are so cute together and they made me believe that there was someone out there for everyone. well, im glad she came to lauren's after school with me, lauren and kristina so we could be there for her when she cried. i know this wont go away for a while but we all are going to be there for her. no matter what happens. i know i will always be there for her as she has been there for me. she's helped me get through all my break ups, family problems, and school issues. now its time for me to return the favor. i hope she knows she can tell me anything. anyways, seeing her cry mades me want to cry. but i guess im all dried out or the tears just wont come out. as much as i want to cry i just cant. i wish i could.  im not sure if she noticed but that doesn't matter. i felt so bad for her. it also made me think of me and you. i think i miss you. the confusing part is, im not sure if i do or don't. i mean i think i do? i was talking to my mom (for a first) and she's like well would you be upset if he went out with another girl? and i was like i guess i would and she's like well i guess you still like him. and then of course she went off and did something else. but i'm not sure. i don't know if i miss the things he said to me or the type of person he is or maybe just the fact of having a boyfriend. but i really don't think thats it. well today other than that...was still bad. i have 2 tests tomorrow that i just found out about today, i didn't feel good all day. i failed another math test and regents are in 1 week. whatever. thats life i guess. im just glad i have my friends and i hope they know they have me too. i should go start my homework and start studying....okay bye.

"Here's to the fast times; the times we felt alive; to all the nights that we forgot to get back home.
Stay seventeen,the party scene has got the best of me and you,we've got to let this go..."

- All Time Low<3!