Here Comes Goodbye..

today was one of the worst and best days of my life. well, woke up got dressed and went to gurwin. didn't weel anyone into any walls which was good. i met the nicest lady named mildrid. she was so nice. she told me to never get married because all they want to do is get into your pants. i think i almost hit the floor when she said that. she was so nice. she said she wanted me to visit her when i was off from work. haha. anyways, after that i went to hallies and we ate lunch and then went back to my house around 4:30. then this is when the worst part of the day came around. i noticed hallie was acting weird. so i was like why are you being nasty? and shes like well i think its the other way around stephanie..so she tells me im always so mean to my mom and i gegt everything i want and im so mean to her. no, i dont get everything i want. i actually dont have half the shit i want. and your mean to your mom too. so mean you dont even know. and maybe im mean to her because she makes me feel like shit all the time. so i go downstairs and she goes waht happend? so i tell her and she goes well all your friends say that. like thanks ma that makes me feel better. but she goes so why dont you wear girly clothes? and i had a mental breakdown and told her why. i dont like saying it. but things are going to change. i know ive said that before and never did anything about it but i already started. well then we went to Ryan's. it was so fun. i love that kid. hes so funny, i was like crying from laughing. even though you think i like him. i dont. and even if i did  he probably wouldn't like me anyways. so whatever. well im tired and im going to get some sleep. tomorrow is friday and Kristen's leaving for her cruise. im going to Ralph's house with people. kinda excited. i might were my dress but im not sure haha. COOL. and i need to do so much shit around the house tomorrow. WARPED 2 DAYS....WHAT?!?!?!?!

kpeace.

"I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday,And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way

One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side,And violins would play here comes the bride..but here comes goodbye, here comes the last times.."

- Rascal Flatts