today was an amazing day. im not sure why or what made it so great it just was. i woke up. watched degrassi and then cleaned till 5:00. i had to clean because if i didn't i wasn't allowed to see harry potter at midnight with my sister her friend andrea and kristen. and i also wouldn't have been able to see transformers with tommy and max. so at 5:30 i did my hair and lauren came over at 6:00. we met up with them at the movies....we were trying to set up max and lauren but i guess all lauren sees him is as a friend. i hate to see him hurt though. well it was nice to actually hang out with tommy again. hes so funny..... anyways, now im going to get ready to see harry potter. so i guess ill write later. but theres one thing i have to say. yes, i do miss you so much you have no idea. whatever time of day, whatever im doing im always thinking about you. its not that i never want to get back together its just hard to explain. there were somethings i just didn't like that you did i guess. i dont even remember what they were. but i just dont think i can do it right now. just give me time. im sure it will be soon i just need time to think about everything. when you cry like that it makes me upset too. so dont think that its not hurting me either. you decided to end it not me. not to sound mean at all. i dont know. whatever. im going to go get ready. so excited! byee!

p.s sorry, i know you said you liked me and i probably led you on. but i miss him to much at the moment to move on this soon. 

"if you love someone, let it go. if it comes back to you, its your's forever. if it doesn't, the it wasn't ment to be.." 

- Anonymous