today was a pretty fun day. woke up at like 12:00. i never wake up that late. well then i helped sarah pack. shes going somewhere with her friend steve till like sunday. i hope she has fun. well after that me and my mom went to macys again. we bought jewlery this time haha. then we went out to dinner together. after that we went to blockbuster and rented the house bunny. i never knew hanging out with her could actually be somewhat fun. well the movie was amazing. i saw it like 9,000 times and i still love it. it taught me something also. well my mom kept saying "see, anyone could make themselves look pretty" haha. i guess shes right. i got something out of it thought i just cant think of the right way to say it. well i might take my mom's advice but maybe i wont i dont know. i have to see after this week. well tomorrow should be fun. im going to my friend kristinas house and lauren is going to be there. and i think they might sleepover after the party but im not sure. we will see tomorrow. well i guess im going to go. goodbye

hopefully i stop thinking about this soon and make up my mind

p.s  where did you go?

"where'd you go, i miss you so, seems like its been forever, since you've been gone.."

-Fort Minor.