Take Yourself Too Seriously, And You Will Live In A World Of Hurt.

the beginning of the day sucked. it really was depressing. i sat around as i said before. well looks like my best friend really was bored with me. she told me she had to babysit and then went to my other friends house. yah. my mom said when she drove by she looked so guilty. well the part i dont get is why didnt she just tell me? i was more upset that she hid it from me. and why didnt they call me to hang out? well im used to it. they never call me anymore. well after i got all my anger out by crying and talking to my best friend kristina my mom took me out shopping. that was actually really fun. we got new clothes and bracelets! haha i never knew my mom could help make me feel better. well im actually excited to wear them...haha. well me and my mom were looking at plane tickets today. i think we actually might go to florida! and my mom said we both need to get away from everything..finally. she noticed i needed to get away from commack. well i hope we go. but i better not miss any of my concerts haha. well tomorrow kristina is probably going to come here. for the first time since my mom found out about...yah. well that should be fun. im just glad my mom got over it. she is a good person she really is. shes an amazing friend and knows just what to say when your down. too bad people treat her like fucking shit. she doesn't deserve one bit of it. its not fair. well my mom told me something that made me think. she said "stephanie do something for yourself for a change, you always need someone with you and you can never just do something for yourself." i decided to listen to her advice. you cant be sad all the time. cause if you are then your not going to enjoy life as it is. maybe thats the reason to all of this craziness. i should just be happy. and thats what i plan on doing. well lets see how well this works (:

i dont want to see how tomorrow goes...

well,i should stop writing now before i go on forever...goodnight!

"I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over,I love you forever, forever is over,We used to kiss all night; now it's just a bar fight,So don’t call me crazy; Say hello to goodbye (okay!)"

-Boys Like Girls!