It Feels Good To Be Alone For Once...

today i realized its not always bad to be alone. sometimes its a good thing. today i did nothing. i woke up and just sat around. i thought a lot about the past and the future. i think i need to start doing things for myself. i dont want to be the negative one all the time. i never was like that until this year. what changed? well we had plans to hang out today but of course my mom ruined them. i havent seen you since LAST saturday. its going to be a week saturday since you cant hang out tomorrow...or saturday..or sunday. well i cant hangout saturday or sunday either because im going to be with 2 of my bestfriends! (: we are going to have so much fun! haha.i dont rememberr the last time 4th of july was actually fun for me.. well i hope i can see you like monday or tuesday. i dont think you want to though. whatever. tomorrow, lauren is supposted to have people at her house. idek whos going...haha. well that should be fun. today i think im going to go hangout with my mom and sisterrrr.alright ill probs write later. goodbye, for now.

p.s where did you go?

"I can't seem to find a place to fit into without all these lies. I can't even argue and to tell you the truth,now that I've wondered throughout all these cities, through bright white street lights even thought they're so pretty,I just can't believe you..."

-The Scene Aesthetic!