Currently Listening~ vanilla twilight- owl city<3

today was a boring day. i woke up and got my hair straightened. it took about 4 1/2 hours for the whole thing. i sat in the chair and pretty much did nothing. then i went to kohl's. i bought a big Syracuse sweatshirt haha. its really comfy though! after that i went to dinner with my mom and dad. of course nothing but negative came out of their mouths. my mom doesn't stop complaining how i need to "openmycircleoffriends" and my dad complains about my sister nonstop. well, other then friends and guys...im pretty happy. not including my schedule. it fucking sucks. i have nobody in my gym class or my health class. i NEED someone in my gym....its a problem haha. i just have one problem. you. i hate you then i miss you. i dont want to be your friend but i do? i want you to text me but i dont want to answer sometimes. this sounds so weird but this is how i feel. i dont know what to do. i have to get over you because i know you feel diffrently and you have moved on. so thats what i have to do. i just feel like i dont want to be with anyone but you right now. maybe that will all change when school starts, im hoping it will. well, i should go clean before teetee gets here and watch degrassi :x hopefully, tomorrow will be a funfilled day (: byee!

"I'll watch the night turn light blue,But it's not the same without you,Because it takes two to whisper quietly,The silence isn't so bad,Till I look at my hands and feel sad,'Cause the spaces between my fingers,Are right where yours fit perfectly"