~idek why i put this picture...?

today was a great day. except you never left my mind. first me and kristina went to laurens house and we made braclets. then like 20 minutes later we went back to my house to eat and clean my room haha. then, we walked to target to get..things lmfao. then we got ralphs ices and went home. but through that whole amazing day how is it that i was still worried about you? why? i barely know you. if you read this your probably thinking im the biggest freak ever but i dont care. well, i think you made it pretty clear that you hate me. everyone says it. dont let me down easy. id rather hear it straight up from you then you just log off on me. whatever. i guess ill have to get over you. just thought i saw something diffrent in you. even though i never met you? whats wrong with me. i have the worst luck with guys. i seriously dont know. i have gurwin tomorrow. just what i want to do. i dont even think im doing anything after. screw my life. whatever. im thinking about deleting my facebook. it just starts trouble. alright night.

"iit`s hard too wait around,for something you know won't, happen but iit`s, even harder when you, know that iit`s all you want c