today i went to gurwin and came home. thats all i did all day. when i got home i found a new song called "i look so good" by jessie james. i usually dont listen to stuff like that but it made me think about what my mom said to me a few days ago. "how do you expect someone to love you, if you dont love yourself?" so i pretty much did everything for me. i actually fixed myself up for once. well, considering i thought i was going out with my mom to the mall..well, thats not happening anymore. we went out to dinner though. anyways, i was tempeded to text you today but im glad i didnt.ohwell. gurwin tomorrow and then im not sher whats going on after. i was supposted to ask you to hangout but i decided to wait a while for that. going to watch a movie or degrassi now. BYEE

" absence makes the heart grow fonder